Good Morning.
It is another noisy day here at the My Tra Hotel. The Vietnamese language is loaded with inflections of high and a few low pitched sounds, and boy, do the folks love to speak with emphasis. I am recalling many old Vietnamese words, but have such a hard time in the pronunciation. There is little help for this old guy, where English is a challenge. And the slang words, #1 and #10, same-same, etc. Nobody uses them anymore.
I must warn you readers that I cannot resist going back and cleaning up previous dispatches. So, if you read a days activity once, and go back to it, and it sounds a bit different, well, it’s because it is. Sorry, but I’m so used to editing, I cannot help myself. I have edited my book chapters way-over 50 times, so just a warning.
Today, I took a motor bike ride with Mr. An to the display of the My Lai (4) massacre site. The My Tra Hotel is on the road to My Lai. The local villages on the road were busy with rice harvesting. To an old farm-boy from Kansas, the fields of rice looked very plentiful, and many-many fields had groups of family members bringing in the rice crop. I noticed a continued method of removing the rice kernels from stalks not much different from what I recalled thirty-nine years ago. A very labor intensive system, yet today, but the fields were being cleared of this harvest seasons production in a very methodical manner. I also saw many fields of corn, and very good looking corn, I might add. Motor bikes were loaded with bags of rice, where the rice was to be spread out and dried and then made ready for sale.

One of my tour guides mentioned that Vietnam happens to be the number two rice growing countries in the world. Thailand is number one and, yes, the USA is third. I believe it from the good looking fields on the way to My Lai. My Lai is not far from Quang Ngai city, but on a very busy road. I thought I could rent a bicycle and ride over. Whew, what was I thinking?
The Son My Massacre Relic display area is right off the main road east 7-9 clicks from the My Tra Hotel, and close to the highway. I have a military topographical map which shows the area. We arrived early and Mr. An showed me the displays of burnt hamlet homes, and the names of the family members who were killed there. The area covers some 5-7 acres with walkways from one display of a burnt home to another. The walkways are of concrete, with prints of American military boot imprints along side Vietnamese foot impressions. The displays have been built with concrete to keep the displays from deteriorating. A water canal runs through the area, and depicts how some of the people were forced to move into the canal, and then killed by Lt. Calley and his men.

We went into the museum where pictures of individuals involved were shown, from the helicopter pilot who tried to stop the senseless killing to the aftermath of Calley’s Courts Martial at Ft. Benning, Georgia. A senseless and horrendous scene of a military unit gone wild with revenge and a scene held up by antiwar protestors for getting America out of Vietnam.

I have studied the senseless slaughter of civilians at My Lai and know that this one event has always been held up by opponents to the USA involvement in Vietnam. When I told Mr. An that My Lai was an isolated incident, he mentioned another massacre by S. Korean soldiers in Binh Son district, where over 600 civilians were killed, and also a killing of over 60 civilians by an American force in Nghia Hanh district. I was not aware of those incidents.
We did not get into the communist side of massacre activities, however. When ready to leave the museum, a book was available for comments and opinions. A person writing in English on the last used page wrote of My Lai as a typical example of the terrible Americans, and what oppression and killing America had committed around the world. The person signed his name, and his/her country as Cuba, of all places.
Well, I could not leave that unchallenged. If my comment is to be torn out, the person from Cuba’s will also have to go, for I wrote a one-pager on the back side. I wrote of Communism and the estimated 100 million killed under the stain of that hideous system, and that the system or “Party” as it is called here, was thankfully, barely alive in such places as Cuba and Vietnam, to name two. I left my email address and name for anyone caring to respond. We shall see.
I left My Lai saddened but I knew of My Lai 39 years ago. It was not new to me, but the actual event and who was killed was not known until later. In 1970, on my assignment at Tu Binh village area, we were having constant problems with movement of small enemy forces coming through the Son Tinh district and Son My area for resupply purposes and staging more attacks on Vietnamese outposts and civilian groups in Tu Nghia district. We were directly south across the river from My Lai. My counterpart, Dai Uy Hai, hated the Son My area, and that was two years after the massacre. Below photo is the memorial at the Son My massacre site.

It is terribly wrong to line up anyone, civilian or military and kill them in cold blood. I found out from working in the field at Tu Binh and the S-2 intelligence shop at Quang Ngai that some useful information comes from prisoner interrogation, but the best comes from people in the field, sitting next to the enemy, and that information did not come easily.
We drove from My Lai further east, out to the beach of My Khe. Beautiful beaches up and down the coast, just as I recalled. A few buildings by the road looked to have once been a small hotel, and according to Mr. An, the area is to be rebuilt into a resort.
We returned to my hotel, and talked a little by the river with Ms. Cam, who came down from her tourist office. She has been so helpful. Mr. An had another tour with two returning veterans from America. I had many questions I have for him, and he gave me his email address. I hope I can get more information on his experiences during the war and after.
It is now the 24th, and I have an “open-day.” I need to get ready for my third leg of this journey. I booked the Indochine Hotel on the Cua Dai Beach in Hoi An for two nights, cost of $45/night. The My Tra hotel is $20/per night. Ms. Cam is getting me a bus to the QL#1 junction with Hoi An. From there, I need to catch a motor bike or taxi out to Hoi An. I booked in Danang two nights at the expensive Furama Resort on China Beach at $145/night. I had to do it, for the resort is in my fictional storyline. Then, I have three nights booked at the Hanoi Paradise Hotel in downtown Hanoi, in the Hoan Kiem Lake district, price of $65/night. I only need to book my Air Vietnam flight from Danang to Hanoi, and I should be set, leaving Quang Ngai tomorrow morning by bus.
Okay, here are a few catch up thoughts.
John Daub, I left your district picture and the Vietnamese family picture with Mr. An, my tour guide in QN. He was going to keep checking when he can. Maybe he will find something. He was born in Nghia Hanh and knows many people there.
I want to thank again the Hays Daily News in Hays, Kansas, and, Fred Hunt, in particular, for assistance in setting this blog up. I hope the information I am writing has been useful, Fred. The Song Tra river here somewhat reminds me of my old farming days along the Smoky Hill River where I grew up on a Kansas farm near Russell. The river here brings in rich produce for the people of Quang Ngai, always something new is washed up, or dug out of the constantly moving sand and silt.
Speaking of Kansas reminds me of the noise of locust. You cannot believe the very noisy sound of bugs along the roads here, especially the schools. I have not found out the name of the bugs yet. The sound is almost deafening when we rode along the roads, and yet, have not found out why they bugs are worse near schools. It was not that way during the war, that I recall.
Now, here is one more story. Yesterday, I asked to be driven to a market where I could buy a large suitcase. My purchased gifts were too big to store in the suitcases I brought along. So, Ms. Cam set me up with a taxi cab driver, and we zipped over to a three story very large and well stocked department type of store. I found a suitcase barely big enough, for 540,000 dongs, or around $30 USDs. They would not take dollars, or a credit card, and of course, I did not have enough VND money. At least five people came over, and all were chatting with my cab driver. Finally, the driver pulled out his billfold and paid for the suitcase. I was asking him to take me back to the hotel, where I could get more dongs, but he knew that would cost me more for a cab, so he paid for my suitcase until we returned to the hotel. Can you believe a cabby doing that anywhere in America. I don’t either. I gave him a five dollar tip. What a nice man.
Okay, another short story to add authenticity to my novel and its storyline. Back in Nha Trang, I was walking back to my hotel from Sunday Church, of all places, and I was confronted twice with the offer of ”a nice young lady for you, big American man.” I missed asking about that subject when in Saigon, where Tu Do street was once a popular downtown area for that type of business. Well, it looks as if prostitution is alive and well in 2009 Vietnam. Two young guys in Nha Trang confirmed another piece of my fictional writing. I thanked them but kept walking as quickly as this old body could move.
Okay, my final comment for today. I was told by my new friend, Mr. Van Giap, that my blog does not show enough of my feelings. Okay, Giap, you asked for it.
Here is a thought that has been on my mind from time to time, and one that I have written about in my book as well, probably one too many times for some of you readers. I have no need to conceal it at this late date. In fact, I think it reflects the imperfect people we sometimes are with our work. This thought has to do with my “poor work ethic” while here in Quang Ngai back during the war. The memory wears not-so-heavy on my second trip to the city.
A bit of history. In 1969, I had just returned from Germany, serving two years with American forces in Bamberg, Germany. I had seen the threat and the sheer violence of Communism up close, along the Iron Curtain, a border made secure, not to keep NATO forces from invading, but to keep its citizens from escaping. I came home and started listening to the nightly news from Vietnam. It was all the bad we were doing, and this guy thought we were trying to keep communism from spreading down into all of Vietnam. I was so naive, for I started to believe our news reporting, Walter Cronkite and his sidekick, Roger Mudd. We did have a free press, right? Our press was always allowed to report on all aspects of the war, the good and the bad with no interference from the government, right? Well, mostly bad reporting came from U.S. sources, and, only good communist news came from the USSR presses. Ironic, huh? When leaving for my duty in Vietnam, I had evolved into a guy with a rotten attitude about why the heck we were even in Vietnam, and I let it roll over into my work.
I believed the wrong people. I did not do a good job for my fellow advisors or the Vietnamese I was there to help. Nobody here in Quang Ngai knows of that today in 2009. In fact, they were all greeting me with smiles, just happy to see that I had come back. “You come back home, Tu Binh,” one of the men said when we visited there two days ago.
I should have done more with my counterpart, Dai Uy Nguyen Ngoc Hai, and his Regional Force, and my American MAT team of advisors, and my boss at Tu Nghia district, Mr. Ken Gove. Ken, if you are out there someplace, you must admit, you threw a shock at me when we first met. When I was expecting a somewhat clean shaven guy in a military uniform, you came out greeting me in black pajamas, thongs, and a beard down to your waist. Yes, you had many projects going at district, and I failed in supporting you and your work. Well, a beard not down to your waist, but close, in this old photo taken at Tu Nghia district, of Ken Gove, and two advisors about to head home.

MAT team I-62 at Tu Binh outpost, from the left, Lt Hunt, Sgt Waite, SFC Maene, me, SFC Jenkins.
